sumdreamer

my last one, it goes like this, bye

i'm going down... but this time i'm not taking anyone with me

That's not the last straw... I don't know why it isn't, it's a broken promise...

The only thing I ever wanted, the only thing I ever needed
is my own way - I gotta have it all
I don't want your opinion, I don't need your ideas
say the fuck 'em up off my face, stay away from me
I am my own god - I do as I please

just wipe your own ass and - shut your mouth

I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around

my mind is playing tricks on me
I am not as stable as I used to be
pushed and shoved, you know you're going too far
I will not break my back for you no more, I am gonna go my
way
I am gonna take control
time to wake up and dig myself out of this hell

And now he’s food for a flock of birds
And a bed of ants but he’ll take his chance
And he’ll keep the faith.
He reminds me of Johnny Appleseed
Right down to his apple core.
Though his bag’s getting empty he’s already won.
Planted dreams are behind him growing in the sun.

Keep the faith and walk don’t crawl though.
Cynics never care at all

go ahead and drive yourself insane tonight, it's not that far away, and I just filled up your tank earlier today

I can't protect those I love
I can't fight for those I love
I Can't even fucking help those i love
SO WHAT FUCKING POINT IS THERE TO ME?

I live through other's happiness, It's hard to find happiness of my own. I deal with life like I deal with broken computers, I am blind, but so long as things are not a lie, then really after all everything is ok. But lying would be so easy. And losing me is mission impossible.

Myspace and Livejournal are the doors to a reality I don't want to face.

usually I don't do this but fuck it,
I can't say anything right
Nothing is going to get better
It's too hard to just watch
I have suspicions but they are well founded
It's impossible for me to give up
It's never going to feel good again
You are out of my reach
I'll never get you back
I'm broken

Welp, i'm gonna be gone for about 3 days or so, off to californy, Disneyland and all that good stuff. It's sure to be fun, leave some comments so I feel welcome when I get back. Once I get back though it's gonna be back to the usual schedule of party mon-sat cya peoples

Allrighty, time for something a lil different. Ok me and my dad were working today, the job was to skip tral and to paint, usually really easy, i finish first room second room and working on the third room, we are making such excellent time we think we can finish today. The third room is sorta a washing room, it has a door that leads to a garage-like space. I say garage like, because technically it's more of a roof with no walls, but whatever. I should probably have explained this earlier, but this house, is out in the middle of no where, we're talking new river and 27th not a fun drive, anyway, i was doing the third room with the door open and skip tralling the wall to the right of the door, my dad stops me and tells me that he's going to fill in a crack first and i say ok and start working to the left of the door, all the time hearing this really funny rustling sound, kind of like leaves or something... except it's the freaking desert and there are no leaves... did I think this? nope, just thought "ah nice day rustling". My dad makes a funny kind of sound (much is like him) and says 'there's rattlesnakes right there, two of them!' my first instinct (which is probablly dumb) is to go to see. And I realize it was where I was skip tralling no more than five seconds ago. Seriously my leg was right there in striking distance... Well, these snakes were... how should we say... busy? at the time? and they didn't really notice me. Unfortunately we now have a problem, we still need to work there, so being the intelligent guys we are we think of ways to bug them. My dad, being one of the brighest people I know, decides to throw a piece of sheet rock at them... let me tell you something, snakes are not aggressive, in no way or form will they ever go out of their way to attack a human... but for some reason, if they are busy with something at the time... they go to a whole new level of "pissed off". They litterally started after us, and we jumped into the other room and slammed the door. Uncomfortably laughing we try to rethink things. My dad tells me that for some reason snakes don't usually cross thresholds, we go work on other things for an hour and return to find that they are in the corner again, curled into their "yea, try to mess with me" pose. My dad grabs a sand pole and notices that they crawled in through a hole in the wall. So he manages to coerce one out the door, and the other very shortly after, he grabs some stuff and shoves them into the whole. We breathe a sigh of relief and just for safety we shut the door. I start working again and my dad says to me 'one of them got back in" now I really don't know how this is even possible, i still don't know, he managed to get past three things and still manage to stick it's tongue out at us. We try to coax it outside, but it aint taken no crap this time, so we very gently but very evenly open back up the hole and shove him outside again, him striking all the time, the female at this point is nowhere to be seen, so we think it just left, now the male is left and it's outside, but not coming back in. At this point i am so paranoid that when my cellphone vibrates in my pocket I think the snake infiltrated my pants and was about to give me a kiss of death in a very unpleasant place. but it was just matt, wanting his game... he says he doesn't read live, to which I respond "sucker" anyway. We have to go into the garage, why? because that's where we parked and i need to get something out, and then I see just how big this snake was, this snake was a western diamondback, and it was at least 4 feet long and i don't know about you, but i really don't wanna mess around with it, and then just like that, we can't find the sucker. now i really start to think that i'm going to be attacked at any moment, but we nickname the snake playa in any case, even now, we still don't know where he is, hiding in the walls probably... anyway, good work day, got alot completed cya everybody

Ok

A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:

"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 78574 times on bzoink!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	Aaron
Birthplace ::	... here
Age ::	17
Age you act ::	depends on who i'm around i suppose
Current location ::	chair
Eye color ::	brown
Hair color ::	brown (i'm creative)
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	right
Zodiac sign? ::	Sagitarious or capricorn
Height? ::	5"6 (AND 3 QUARTERS!)
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	greek\german
Your hair ::	... uh ... it's there?
Your fears ::	none, cuz i'm a manly man
Your perfect room ::	my own *dreams*
What you practically do in a day ::	school video games and tv if it's a weekday
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	stuff
Phrases you overuse ::	i don't think i make anything cliche in the way of phrases...
Your first thought when you wake up ::	dangit
Your greatest accomplishment ::	... I stacked 16 oreos on top of each other once
Something you want to do ::	stick to something
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	hmm both are good
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	who cares?
Chocolate or vanilla ::	Chocolate
Adidas or Nike ::	neither
Black or white ::	... hm, black is good sometimes, but white i have worn more...
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::	hot dogs
Egypt or France ::	france
Rock or rap ::	rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	no
Cuss ::	sometimes
Sing well ::	dogs cry in pain
Sing in the shower ::	all the time
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	no, "yes you do"
Believe in yourself ::	not really
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	what do you think?
Play an instrument ::	sorta
Want to go to college? ::	sorta
Want to get married? ::	Sorta
Want to have children? ::	SORTA
Think you're a health freak? ::	SORTA!
Get along with your parents ::	yes
Get along with your siblings? ::	sometimes...
Think you're popular ::	oh yea, you know it
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	.... *counts fingers* no
Drank alchohal ::	alcohol... and no
Smoke ::	noooo
Get high ::	noooooooo
Done any drugs ::	... i can only think you mean medicinal because if they don't get you high they aren't bad
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	ohhhh yea... more than once at that
Been on stage ::	yes
Gone skinny dipping ::	no
Been dumped ::	... i guess not technically
Dyed your hair ::	i wish
Stolen anything ::	nope
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	Tony
Loudest ::	Probably Ikaika
Most shy ::	hmm it's either me or... i have no idea ._.
Blondest ::	logan
Smartest ::	tony -.- curse you tony
Kindest ::	matt i suppose
Best personality ::	hmm
Most talented ::	i'm guessing lance has the most potential
Best singer ::	we could start a boyband tonight
Most ghetto ::	oo... i think tony and ika might tie
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	ikaika and me totally tie
Pain in the ass ::	Tony deffinitely
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	usually Tony
Funniest ::	... unfortunately probably Tony
Best person for advice ::	Usually a person who goes to you for advice have already decided to do as it pleases them
Dependable ::	i'd say matt
Trustworthy ::	hmmm hard to say that one...
Druggie ::	GEEE i wonder...
Most likely to end up in jail ::	logan or lance if they ever fight anyone... otherwise i'd say... tony
Person you've known the longest ::	Ikaika
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	hmmm, i think it was that one that was like resident evil style
Last nightmare ::	... what are these nightmares you speak of? i have no fears
Car ride ::	lance picked me up i guses
Last time you cried ::	ahem MANLY MAN
Last movie seen ::	care bears second movie.... manly man
Last movie rented ::	The Forgotten
Last book read ::	Conspiracy of One
Last word said ::	Afterglow
Last curse word said ::	._. (refrains from comment)
Last time you laugh ::	last night i suppose
Last phone call ::	Aubrey called me an hour ago i suppose
Last CD played ::	Butthole surfers (please don't ask)
Last song you listened to ::	Come on Eileen
Last annoyance ::	This morning
Last IM ::	2 seconds ago
Last weird encounter ::	last night I suppose
Last person you hugged ::	Samantha (GASP)
Last person you yelled at ::	i think my dad... it wasn't on purpose
Last time you wore a skirt ::	last night
Last time you've been evil ::	i can't recall...
Sarcastic? ::	two lines ago...
Last time you fought with your parents ::	... maybe a couple years ago?
Last time you wished upon a star ::	months ago...
Played Truth or Dare ::	never
Spent quality time alone ::	Today
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	yes
Do you feel lonely ::	haven't had a girlfriend in like 15 months... yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	i think i once did when i was like 10
How about egging someone's house ::	nah
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	i don't even know you
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	not really
Yo Momma ::	is fat
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	i don't needa be hungry for that...
What do you think of George Bush? ::	i'm not into polotics anymore
Any secret fetishes? ::	they aren't secret
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	not really...
How many languages do you speak? ::	fluently?
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	you don't type much do you?
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	who the heck are you?!
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I don't quite understand it, but this http://msnbc.msn.com/id/6987134/ is just unnaceptable.

Ok so I went to this house by Peoria and on the way there my dad starts talking to me and my brother about what we are going to do and the people (If they are religeous if we have to watch our mouth 'even though my dad cusses way more than me and eric for some reason' or whatever) and then he tells us that they have dogs. I think to myself "ok no problem.", dogs make it so you can't leave doors open and sometimes you have to remask something and watch for dog prints made of paint. Then he tells me "but don't worry they'll be in the back", i'm just whatever easier for me.

Now comes the part where he expands upon the dogs, "yea one of them is a boxer and the other I forget" I just nod blissful ignorance "and one of them is trained to kill so you might have to watch out. "wow, i'm going to have my jugular torn out by a dog, perfect!", "why aren't you worried dad?" "I was properly introduced.", I can just imagine my dad shaking hands with the killer with a smile and the dog in a hitmans outfit. Don't worry it won't kill me, I've met the guy pretty nice once you get to know him. We enter the house and no dog is in site, and my dad says the doggy door is blocked, one I am at first alarmed at the fact the dog can gain entry to kill me and two, i'm happy because it is blocked. I'm imagining a doggy door setup similar to lances and logans, where that dog ain't gettin in without me knowing.

Out of the window, my heart leaps and I Realize what dog was trained to kill, in the animal kingdom there are few animals that are known to be bloodthirsty and should be weary of. If ever you jump into a dump or some rich guys yard, this is the dog you will see at your heels, trying (probably successfully) to bite your ankles off and tear you asunder. It is the nazi dog, dubbed because if ever you see a nazi with a dog or play the game wolfenstein it is this very one. The nazi dog is the pincher.

Me being the careful guy that I am go to check to see what great force is keeping me from becoming minced meat, I stop dead in my tracks, a 4 pound chair is holding back a 40 pound dog, and anybody taking basic math knows that those numbers aren't very friendly. My brother on the way up was being my usual brother, which is basically "if it tries to kill me i'll kill it!" which, given might be possible, but if something is trained to kill, most likely it will succeed. Now my brother is helping me set up the 10 foot ladder with plans to run up it. This isn't the only bad part, occasionally while we are working we could hear the dogs head butt the door, testing it making sure that once they need to attack, they will be able to. As soon as we get half way done for the day, me and my brother become suspicious, occasionally you could see the pointy ears in the windows watching you carefully, now we hadn't seen them in at least half an hour.

I am convinced that the dogs are luring us into a false sense of security in order to make the victory all the more sweet. And thankfully the owners come home, and sad to say, they seemed to forget that we had not been properly introduced! But we were done with the kitchen so let's let the dogs in so THEY don't get stressed out. But hey, they don't want to mess my dad up so they put up a fence.... A 3 foot fence, is now the only thing keeping the dog from his desire, i could almost see the smile on his pointy snout. The 10 foot ladder is now in easy running distance of both me and eric, so no matter what, at least one of us will live. But these dogs were weird, they did not bark, not once, their voice boxes weren't removed they were just really silent.

We left on saturday, knowing we would return the next day, with the strangest suspicion we had just escaped with our lives. But when we came back on sunday, the dog was sitting by the fence, just sitting, not walking not pacing, not even lying down, just sitting and waiting. And when my brother and I walk in the dog starts whimpering, now this was the first sound the dog had made the whole weekend, I extended my hand towards it, knowing it would be gone in the next second, and i pet the dog. Turns out, this dog is very well trained, it understands almost any command you throw at it, i'm not talking sit, play dead, paw, sorta thing, i'm talking "go outside" and if he comes back in "what did I tell you" and he's back out the door. That dog is now the coolest dog i've ever seen. Even better then the one on the water skis.

So yea, is it loserly to take a full schedule by choice? I mean i was looking at my schedule and I realized that i wanted to take alot of classes... so I decided to take a full schedule, it involves the usual stuff along with systos 5-6 theatre 3-4 and sports medicine. Maybe i'll change a few things here and there, but overall i want to have fun in my last year of highschool, and if that means taking a full schedule, well then i'll take a full schedule.

I have to say this, and I figure instead of saying it to one person i'll say it to whoever will listen... AirSupply kicks ass, that is all thank you for your time.

I'm back, yea not that you guys didn't notice. I posted on a few things, ya know not really important things, just things that bugged me a little. Uh let's see, why do i always do these so late at night? Ah well, uh I think i'm starting to hang out with you people more and distancing myself from Aubrey more. Which is a good thing. And joy and heaven and a tinntinabulation of words and thoughts ongoing may stream from my mouth. Or ya know i could do what I always did before and give pussy remarks every once in a while.... yea i like doing that, So I will :-D let's have fun this time around

Hm, so I was thinking, of setting my voice mail as an old guy saying something along the lines of "if you wanna get a hold of tony, leave your name and I'll have him get back to ya" I mean, i would do it on the fritz, but most likely people would call it gay, so I refrain and instead decide to ask the general opinion of others if it's an ok idea or not... and i would rather not have to say, but no i am not mad or disgruntled or in any way peturbed by the fact that i'm used as a link to tony, on the contrary i find it to be somewhat funny, guessable now adays... ah well.

Want to get the new ddr game, but well, no money, and yea, matt, i need the mats back, i'm going insane for not playing the ddr, i'm stuck with piano, and i suck at it! I'll tell ya at school tomorrow, dunno why i'm writing at 12:00 am, guess i'm just bored. Yet theres a chance that people stopped reading after the first paragraph... ah well, there's not really much more to add in any case... yay *bam*